okay first message, need to say something interesting. but im the sort of person that Damien would categorized as 'Lame'.. hey fuck it like he said, lame people click with lame people. screw you Damien! ;p no worries Scott has whacked you on my behalf. im proud of my Hunnie. :) hehe im so in vain.
Yesterday after a long and deep-in-my-heart conversation with my darling, i finally managed to open up his mind to a whole new pespective. i strongly believe what i think is the 'right' thing. i like it when a couple is honest towards each other, it brings closeness, sincerity and trust. for that, i want to thank my darling, Scott for making the whole statement come true and keeping it real. i am sincere towards you and nothing's going to break our faith for each other. i love you.
sometimes we are so engross with other people's thinking and point of views and eventually forget about our own beliefs and what we used to think. there is a saying from 'Save The Last Dance' which Julia Stiles said, 'Why do we have to live up to other people's expectations instead of our own?' as long as we follow our heart and we think what we are doing is correct, then everything's fine. we need not have to care so much about what other people think about what you're doing.
i used to have a friend who criticize me alot whenever we talk on the phone. i think he is 7 years older than i am. he thinks that he is the adult and that he really have to act like one especially to someone who's 7 years younger than he is. the fact is that he thinks he's the only one who got pressure and have problems. that is not fair. its a decrimination. i hate it. i tolerated him for coupla times and i didnt manage to save my little heart from hurting. he kept on doing that and finally i hold up my fist and gave the wall a tight punch. i have decided not to call him anymore for good. and to get out of his circle of friends. oh no wait, was i categorized as a friend for him? hmmm...
well sad to say he is another person that i know who judge a book by its cover. or rather used to know. i've had enough of his point of views and i find it disgusting and self-centered. i've always tried to be sincere in each and every conversation that have but he seems very impossible to reach, or maybe he just wouldnt let good things to happen to him. i think sometimes you want to be nice to the person but then the person just ignores it.. not just that, instead they give you a smack on the face. now how does it feels? pretty frusfrating. i've learnt from my lessons.. the hard way i think. well if they dont appreicate it, screw it then. i know what im doing and i know its right but if you dont like it, just buzz off. im better off alone without it.
im listening to some Natalie Imbruglia now. i just cant get enough of 'wrong impression', 'sunlight', 'beauty on the fire', 'satelite' and 'do you love'. hmm did you know that she was once Lenny Kravitz's gf? in short, she's Lenny's ex-gf. hah fact man. she got really big googly eyes though, pretty. :)
i bought Celine Dion's A New Day Has Come cd for my god brother, Santhanan. (hey! how ya like it!) unbelievable i might say, my friends were laughing hard when i paid for it, even the cashier asked me whether i am sure about that purchase! hahah.. anyway to cheer up my god brother, just doing him a lil favour. i hope he's doing fine and resting in the house at the moment. he had this nose operation done without telling me.. :( (how could you bro?!) anyway you hanging there big guy and get well soon! *hugs* (Note: BIG bear hugs for ya)
he reminds me of pizza. no you morons! he doesnt look like a pizza!! in fact, he likes pizzas, like i do :) gee, have this urge of having pizza now. oh oh! the latest is the sausage pizza thingy.. quite mouth-watering i must say.. hehe.
okay enough of 'interesting' stuff to say for today. gotha sign off now, cousin is coming back anytime soon. gonna get lectured by her again if she found out that im using her computer. she's a stingy old virgin. the best part is that she is still single and available! anybody??? i could do some personal ads about her though. in that case i could get rid of her quickly.. ngek ngek! ;) oops!! i mean get her a decent husband and form a family. ahem ahem.
rock on people. be true to yourself. be good. cheers!
ps- Hunnie, i love you. expecting your call later tonight eh! ;)
Yesterday after a long and deep-in-my-heart conversation with my darling, i finally managed to open up his mind to a whole new pespective. i strongly believe what i think is the 'right' thing. i like it when a couple is honest towards each other, it brings closeness, sincerity and trust. for that, i want to thank my darling, Scott for making the whole statement come true and keeping it real. i am sincere towards you and nothing's going to break our faith for each other. i love you.
sometimes we are so engross with other people's thinking and point of views and eventually forget about our own beliefs and what we used to think. there is a saying from 'Save The Last Dance' which Julia Stiles said, 'Why do we have to live up to other people's expectations instead of our own?' as long as we follow our heart and we think what we are doing is correct, then everything's fine. we need not have to care so much about what other people think about what you're doing.
i used to have a friend who criticize me alot whenever we talk on the phone. i think he is 7 years older than i am. he thinks that he is the adult and that he really have to act like one especially to someone who's 7 years younger than he is. the fact is that he thinks he's the only one who got pressure and have problems. that is not fair. its a decrimination. i hate it. i tolerated him for coupla times and i didnt manage to save my little heart from hurting. he kept on doing that and finally i hold up my fist and gave the wall a tight punch. i have decided not to call him anymore for good. and to get out of his circle of friends. oh no wait, was i categorized as a friend for him? hmmm...
well sad to say he is another person that i know who judge a book by its cover. or rather used to know. i've had enough of his point of views and i find it disgusting and self-centered. i've always tried to be sincere in each and every conversation that have but he seems very impossible to reach, or maybe he just wouldnt let good things to happen to him. i think sometimes you want to be nice to the person but then the person just ignores it.. not just that, instead they give you a smack on the face. now how does it feels? pretty frusfrating. i've learnt from my lessons.. the hard way i think. well if they dont appreicate it, screw it then. i know what im doing and i know its right but if you dont like it, just buzz off. im better off alone without it.
im listening to some Natalie Imbruglia now. i just cant get enough of 'wrong impression', 'sunlight', 'beauty on the fire', 'satelite' and 'do you love'. hmm did you know that she was once Lenny Kravitz's gf? in short, she's Lenny's ex-gf. hah fact man. she got really big googly eyes though, pretty. :)
i bought Celine Dion's A New Day Has Come cd for my god brother, Santhanan. (hey! how ya like it!) unbelievable i might say, my friends were laughing hard when i paid for it, even the cashier asked me whether i am sure about that purchase! hahah.. anyway to cheer up my god brother, just doing him a lil favour. i hope he's doing fine and resting in the house at the moment. he had this nose operation done without telling me.. :( (how could you bro?!) anyway you hanging there big guy and get well soon! *hugs* (Note: BIG bear hugs for ya)
he reminds me of pizza. no you morons! he doesnt look like a pizza!! in fact, he likes pizzas, like i do :) gee, have this urge of having pizza now. oh oh! the latest is the sausage pizza thingy.. quite mouth-watering i must say.. hehe.
okay enough of 'interesting' stuff to say for today. gotha sign off now, cousin is coming back anytime soon. gonna get lectured by her again if she found out that im using her computer. she's a stingy old virgin. the best part is that she is still single and available! anybody??? i could do some personal ads about her though. in that case i could get rid of her quickly.. ngek ngek! ;) oops!! i mean get her a decent husband and form a family. ahem ahem.
rock on people. be true to yourself. be good. cheers!
ps- Hunnie, i love you. expecting your call later tonight eh! ;)
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