am i suppose to put a title here? Not!!

i'd say that putra is more intelligent that i am. i couldnt figure out how to put in the quiz results in the first place until last week, i think, recently basically. gosh now i have to go to the prom because my friends have already included me in the list of people in one table. i have to scoop out cash from my mom (hopefully) to pay for the charge and sheesh, the dress. man i still have problems with finding a suitable and one which fits. i am so fat. damn my big butt and fleshy body. ;) gmm another two more weeks to go before the big thing. this doesnt really requires a date but i have been assigned to bring someone as my date because we have two more seats to go. and that reminds me of the departure of putra as well. its approaching.. obscure?

god! i think there is something wrong with my eyes as they are a wee bit blurry. man probably a spec? maybe. maybe im sleepy.. i guess.
been blogging and coming online frequently after i have putra as my reader. im glad really. i like to write stuff but i always question myself whats the purpose and since i dont have the potential to write good ones, i guess i'll just stick to blogging about myself or rather crap about myself. i just never have the gift to write really good stuff.

i have my eyelids half closed but i am still here typing this.
when i handed in the assignment today, i found out that i shouldnt be answering the way that i do in my answer for Q2. i intended to redo and pass it up to my lecturer tmr. oh and i have a test and a case study to hand up tmr. i dont care. im doomed. dont know why but i am like fading away, fast. i mean compare myself to semester 1? im more hardworking or rather 'ontrack' rather than now. sigh.

after posting my last entry, i suddenly kinda miss Eugene. i havent seen him for some time now. usually i will see him sitting in the library, studying or maybe around the college or his car. nothing. when i was about to go home, i was at block c and noticed that there are noises coming out from the band room. someone's playing drum, good skills though. i suspect its him.

still no replies from philippe. hope he's fine. im just, worried. thats all.

i dont really know why i tend to be morbid when im online, or rather blogging. im quite a happy go lucky kinda person. i dont give a shit about what they think about me. im, just weird.

*gasp* this bra is really killing me. haha. i bet putra is going to ask me why. (Note: Putra! isnt that so?!!! ;p)
im sorry he's been on my mind, i just say whatever that i thought of.

Right, so i have to wake up 6.30am in the morning and i should be asleep by now. so chao chao. nitez!