Skeptical

well i guess buying that schnauzer aint going to work afterall. for a moment i seriously think of buying it there but i guess i was turned down. i guess i really click with the dog. i've always fancy schnauzer. sigh. my sister was so against it. mom said nothing. guess she's not okay with it as well...
oh ok, my sister is back from KL for the weekend. she hated my lip piercing. she even whined about it when i met her up in KL few weeks back. i just couldnt be bothered. whenever she is back for the holiday she would be the most important person in the world and that kinda pissed me off. i was then faded. but i was always faded and grey. i dont really bother about it. unlike her, she would be all jealous cuz my mom was just hospitable. But when she is around, the mood or atmosphere is merrier. At least mom has got someone to talk with.

my new piercing doesnt hurt that much anymore. hurrah. damn i feel like taking photos, just for the heck of it. yeah! i want to take it with the schnauzer. damn cute. by the way i just found out the meaning for the cloth, the thingy that you use to wipe yourself dry is spelled as tovle. Hmm…

our beloved dr. mahathir is still on the tv giving us a really meaningful speech. Its merdeka eve right now. Actually im suppose to go and have dinner at stone grill but then my friends screwed it up. Sigh. And im stuck in the house. Im going out next week. Probably gonna have a slumber party or something. Dunno. Surprisingly Jasdev sent me a sms asking me how im doing and where im going for tonight. Hmm, he’s in his hostel watching tv and bored out. Damn im running out of credit. I was going on a marathon sms just now. Shittie.

Crap, I have been chewing my nails lately. Something’s wrong with me eh? Even now I’m chewing them! Jeepers. I will be a bit paranoid and the feeling is more towards morbid and sad kind of feeling, when I listen to our lady peace.

Ok, 3 days and I have to finish one assignment. No wait, its three. Damn! Plus some studying too. Im whacked. Been getting lectures from cousin sister for using her computer.