Tacky Notes.

my body slowly heating up.. i could feel my head burning.. when i close my eyes, they feel as if someone just poured acid into them.. the virus is slowly but surely eating into my bones.. i feel like my limbs are weak.. when i walk, they're wobbly.. nose is starting to block.. then the fluids starting to flow and run like a marathon.. my neck and my back hurts, probably because of the position im in.. my eyes starting to look bloodshot probably because of the long hours of staring into a CRT screen.. my whole body is aching and i secretly let out a few moans of pain.

my body is weakening and i kept sweating. i felt terrible, i cant concerntrate, whole body is running up the temperature but at the same time i felt cold outside, almost shivering because of the air conditioning. oh no, my head is acting up as well. i couldnt fight back but to talk softly and slowly when being verbally attacked by colleagues. i should have just clear my things, take my bag and then leave and go straight to the docs. but i did not, despite the long hours of struggling with this sickness building up in my body. nobody cares, my boss dont care, as long as you goddamn clear all the transactions and go home.

sigh.

went to the docs straight and got some meds, slept like a pig afterwards. a day after, i still feel the same. i pratically slept thru the whole day, drank alot of water, ate only pure wholemeal bread and really recuperating at home. i even wore long sleeved sweater, long pjs, knitted knee length socks, had two comforters on to sleep. >.<

god, not long ago i was down with a flu and two weeks later, this happened again?! unbelievable.

why me?

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