Unbelievable.

called my boss a moment ago.. to tell her that im feeling unwell therefore, not going to work today.

she replied by saying that she already expected.. what?! expected me to take mc today? i asked her back, what do you mean by that, like WTF ok. i know theres one girl at work purposely took mc on monday off so that she can have the long weekend off. read: saturday to wednesday. the thing is she purposely told most of the people in my department about it.

perhaps that ticked off my boss, perhaps she purposely said what she said to me in order to let the girl knows since the girl is sitting next to her. i dunno.. but one thing's for sure, this is bloody unfair to me!

im experiencing slight headache as i KO-ed around 7smth yesterday and woke up a few times in the middle of the night. my stomach churns and i cant straighten my body. my back hurts like nobody's business.

i hated it when someone misunderstands me.. and tell it to my face. and how could she associate me with her in the first place! this is injustice!!!

such an idiot ok. takkan i sick i still go to work? its MY health at stake here ok? not yours. and besides the last i was sick, you didnt give a flying fuck about it and i HAD to work until 11 sth at night.. some more the next morning i will have to come to work as well. how the hell am i going to get my much deserved rest?

damn aggro right now. some more she could say something like, thank you.. rest well. like WTF ok! you fcuking confuse me!!

UNFAIR!!!!!

Tacky Notes.

my body slowly heating up.. i could feel my head burning.. when i close my eyes, they feel as if someone just poured acid into them.. the virus is slowly but surely eating into my bones.. i feel like my limbs are weak.. when i walk, they're wobbly.. nose is starting to block.. then the fluids starting to flow and run like a marathon.. my neck and my back hurts, probably because of the position im in.. my eyes starting to look bloodshot probably because of the long hours of staring into a CRT screen.. my whole body is aching and i secretly let out a few moans of pain.

my body is weakening and i kept sweating. i felt terrible, i cant concerntrate, whole body is running up the temperature but at the same time i felt cold outside, almost shivering because of the air conditioning. oh no, my head is acting up as well. i couldnt fight back but to talk softly and slowly when being verbally attacked by colleagues. i should have just clear my things, take my bag and then leave and go straight to the docs. but i did not, despite the long hours of struggling with this sickness building up in my body. nobody cares, my boss dont care, as long as you goddamn clear all the transactions and go home.

sigh.

went to the docs straight and got some meds, slept like a pig afterwards. a day after, i still feel the same. i pratically slept thru the whole day, drank alot of water, ate only pure wholemeal bread and really recuperating at home. i even wore long sleeved sweater, long pjs, knitted knee length socks, had two comforters on to sleep. >.<

god, not long ago i was down with a flu and two weeks later, this happened again?! unbelievable.

why me?

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