i dont know why but you always make me cry. (Hey! it rhymes!!)

i got up this morning and i found myself crying for no reason. maybe i hate everything thats happening in my life. sometimes i wished that when i wake up i will wake up and open my eyes and see the someone i love next to me. sleeping beside me. maybe that will never happen in my life. when im feeling down and depressed i would trash the place, blowing off my own eardrums, scream on the top of my lungs and cry. makes me such a big cry baby huh?

that was just a lil thought in my head. a lil something i want to say.

i found out my mom bought me some 'tau hua'.. what do u call that, erm soya bean jelly!! :)