okay now im happy or at least i think i am for now. i just came out from the exam hall. just finished my test. actually i feel like crying. i dont know why. i was in the college for the 8am class but then i've decided to skip it and study in the library. i did try to study though but when i was in the exam hall, i seriously think that i was just wasting my time. its around 11.15am right now and i am here, blogging. im the first one to leave the hall though, not that i am proud of. i just knew that im totally screwed this time. just screwed. im in deep shit.
there were so many things in my head just now even when im in the exam hall. unbelievable but i thought about putra. dont ask me if its a good thing or a bad thing. i guess it is a good thing then. i mean i have him.. he's concerned about me, i think. he's my blog mate, he's my reader, im glad.
now blogging is like my habit right now. i tends to come online and blog. i mean to write about things since there isnt much things for me to write besides whats happening to me. i dont really talk to my good friends about it. i dont know why. i would say that they are my good friends but they dont really know everything about me. for me i guess good friends are like people that i mix around often? dunno. i guess thats the price to pay for you not to have a crowd that you mix with constantly. now its like im telling the public about what im thinking by coming online and blog. and somehow in someways putra has become my soulmate? i mean at least he knows shit about me i guess. If, that is he reads my blog regularly.
as for today, i have another two assignments to hand up end of this week and another test to sit for this friday. remember i was saying about the case study? yeah i have to hand it up this friday. god i hate this. busy busy week.. oh and not forgetting that my friend is coming back from langkawi and some friends want to go to gurney and hunt some dresses down and during night time they probably wants to go out and have fun.
shit of all the things thats going on in my mind, i feel like fagging. hehehe smoking lah.
oh hey i bumped into Eugene. great, wearing a rock concert tshirt. didnt even say hi. bumped into Jasdev. got a new haircut. that's pretty much about it. there is no life.. i shall get a life then.
oh about yesterday night, i went out with my friends to have lok lok.. man can you believe that was the first time i actually have that thing. had a pretty tiring day yesterday but then the next thing i know is that i was on the phone with putra, whispering cuz i just refuse to get my big fat ass to move from my room to my sister's room. i could barely recall what we talked about yesterday but all i know is that i was having a good time talking to him. although i was feeling fucking sleepy but then i want to talk to him. later on we got disconnected because his dad came back. i then fell asleep.
hmm again here are the smses that goes down to the history book of smses.
· Oh, I miss you and want to manja with you, even if you don’t miss me, hehe.. ooh, I want you as well.. ;) hugs
· ;0) miss call cuz I miss my Lik mah. Izvini(sorry), im like carrying heavy stuff all over, kinda got my hands full, ahaks, what are you up to?
· Lik.. morning.. big hug sorry, I fell asleep! Did you finish your assignment. You’re in class now right? Don’t let me be a bug then… u take care..
my phone wouldnt have any sounds if it wasnt for putra. been getting missed calls, *beep beep* *beep beep*(msg alert tone).. just wondering what he is doing right now.
my blogs recently are pretty much about putra, i know... *nods* but that is whats happening to me lately and he is like part of the daily life.. i just say whatever thats happening. but soon, i know that i wouldnt be getting calls, smses and missed calls as far as im concern! not to mention the 'uh-oh' from icq. i think im going to miss whats happening now. i should have neutralize everything now instead of after something changed and then neutralized. that might have to let me go through some harsh times. but somehow having to say that, i am still not doing anything about it. why.
well okay. im logging off and i'll be going to library to find rishant and get something from him.
lastly, putra, if you ARE reading this, 'hey.. go shave yourself!!' ;p
alrighty peace out! cheers.
there were so many things in my head just now even when im in the exam hall. unbelievable but i thought about putra. dont ask me if its a good thing or a bad thing. i guess it is a good thing then. i mean i have him.. he's concerned about me, i think. he's my blog mate, he's my reader, im glad.
now blogging is like my habit right now. i tends to come online and blog. i mean to write about things since there isnt much things for me to write besides whats happening to me. i dont really talk to my good friends about it. i dont know why. i would say that they are my good friends but they dont really know everything about me. for me i guess good friends are like people that i mix around often? dunno. i guess thats the price to pay for you not to have a crowd that you mix with constantly. now its like im telling the public about what im thinking by coming online and blog. and somehow in someways putra has become my soulmate? i mean at least he knows shit about me i guess. If, that is he reads my blog regularly.
as for today, i have another two assignments to hand up end of this week and another test to sit for this friday. remember i was saying about the case study? yeah i have to hand it up this friday. god i hate this. busy busy week.. oh and not forgetting that my friend is coming back from langkawi and some friends want to go to gurney and hunt some dresses down and during night time they probably wants to go out and have fun.
shit of all the things thats going on in my mind, i feel like fagging. hehehe smoking lah.
oh hey i bumped into Eugene. great, wearing a rock concert tshirt. didnt even say hi. bumped into Jasdev. got a new haircut. that's pretty much about it. there is no life.. i shall get a life then.
oh about yesterday night, i went out with my friends to have lok lok.. man can you believe that was the first time i actually have that thing. had a pretty tiring day yesterday but then the next thing i know is that i was on the phone with putra, whispering cuz i just refuse to get my big fat ass to move from my room to my sister's room. i could barely recall what we talked about yesterday but all i know is that i was having a good time talking to him. although i was feeling fucking sleepy but then i want to talk to him. later on we got disconnected because his dad came back. i then fell asleep.
hmm again here are the smses that goes down to the history book of smses.
· Oh, I miss you and want to manja with you, even if you don’t miss me, hehe.. ooh, I want you as well.. ;) hugs
· ;0) miss call cuz I miss my Lik mah. Izvini(sorry), im like carrying heavy stuff all over, kinda got my hands full, ahaks, what are you up to?
· Lik.. morning.. big hug sorry, I fell asleep! Did you finish your assignment. You’re in class now right? Don’t let me be a bug then… u take care..
my phone wouldnt have any sounds if it wasnt for putra. been getting missed calls, *beep beep* *beep beep*(msg alert tone).. just wondering what he is doing right now.
my blogs recently are pretty much about putra, i know... *nods* but that is whats happening to me lately and he is like part of the daily life.. i just say whatever thats happening. but soon, i know that i wouldnt be getting calls, smses and missed calls as far as im concern! not to mention the 'uh-oh' from icq. i think im going to miss whats happening now. i should have neutralize everything now instead of after something changed and then neutralized. that might have to let me go through some harsh times. but somehow having to say that, i am still not doing anything about it. why.
well okay. im logging off and i'll be going to library to find rishant and get something from him.
lastly, putra, if you ARE reading this, 'hey.. go shave yourself!!' ;p
alrighty peace out! cheers.
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