Dear God.

please help me. help me to be strong in times of hardship.

i am not in peace with myself. with the world. with everything around me.

now.

i hurt myself so much and let myself in that pit of the well to make a wish that a miracle would happen to me.

please help me to carry on.

i feel cold and my spirit can never be found.

tears and the thought of giving up fills my head. ending everything that i have now.

but i know deep down inside i dont want to.

a guardian angel please help me. for i know no one would help me now.

as much as i would try to help myself, i need enlightenment.

a light that guides me through the tunnel.

i dont see one and i dont wish that it is a train at the end of the tunnel.

please, help me.