im typing this for the freaking second time. i hate using this computer. It’s fucked up.

currently im having a fag right now. It’s my brother's. mom's out, cousin's up and im in! ;)

i saw a mtv just now on the TV. The male singer, i mean rapper is wearing this dangly diamond necklace, its very noticeable under a black fubu jersey with baggy pants. He has this bandana tied up his bold head with the knot on the side. And bracelets or rather chains and rapping all the way. Looks cool huh? Not to me, it’s funny. As for the female, she's fake, unnatural, trying hard to look and be sexy. I mean hey what’s on their minds?? Why are they willing to be influenced by the westerners and not having their own characteristics and not having their own styles? Be a trendsetter. That’s what a fashion magazine would tell you to do. Be yourself. I think that is true. The hongkies these days are trying hard to be the westerners.. is it the 'in' thing? i don’t get it. you will always be who you are, you can’t change your root. that’s unless you go for a case of reincarnation. i don’t get the messages that they are trying to send to their listeners. what is it all about? It’s all about love, how bad they feel inside when they got dumped, how faithful and how sincere they are towards their love item. i mean grow up, get out of there, if it feels so bad why wouldn’t they take actions. i only listen to Faye Wong and Chang Zhen Yue. they rock big time. why don’t they write something else besides love? im not saying that love is a bad thing and that they shouldn’t be writing about that but instead write something new, something exciting.. something everybody can relate to. you know about life, how cruel life can be and stuff. Love is just a part of it.
these days if you notice, they come up with bands like LMF.. well that’s all i know actually. People these days are pathetic. They come up with lame bands.. I mean boy bands. Useless. They never last. By the way just to let you guys know that I support the local English music scene. Im interested in going to gigs and more gigs for me. Yay! There’s nothing more exciting than being there and seeing them play live and actually there to witness and to experience the feeling and the crowd. Its fantastic.

My god brother called just now. Very nice of him. He’s getting well and he couldn’t get out of the house for the coming two weeks. Ngek no movies for him! Sorry for the interruption though. Get well soon eh! :) I’ll be expecting your call one of these days.

My darling hunnie pie called just now. He’s SO sweet. And cute too… I’ll never get enough of him. Always trying to be loud and macho with me… but heheh it never really worked. [Man = Ego] understandable. *nods*

We are all pink on the inside - Pink