hmm my god bro met up with michelle. uhh, yippie?! heh
anyway it was a bad time when michelle told me that, kind of a weird approach as well. i was about to go out from the library to have a fag. first, she was sitting next to me and i was there trying to read through my case study again and really trying hard to udnerstand the whole thing but then i just couldnt. well then suddenly she leaned over to my direction... of course not on my shoulder!! then she gave me this trying-hard-to-be-cute-but-at-the-same-time-friendly(?!) kind of look on her face then told me that she has got something to tell me. oh hohohaha.. she then spit it out. "i've actually met santhanan" great, i thought to myself. such a bad timing. i then told her that i really have to go, so i did. i came back right after an hour's time and she told esther that im unhappy. heheh yeah damn im not happy. not because she met up with him. but i just dont think that i am entitled to know that and i dont need that kind of information you know. damn. i mean yeah its really great that they've finally met up. its good. and its good that they're together know. i heard that they're "ON".
i surpose i am still a lil upset about the fact that he called me up the other day and made me cry and it hurts so much inside.

okie dokie, i gotha go now. mom's her.
peace out, |m|