Twisted Fucktards

See how weak I am? By the first step of the stairs, I broke down and cried very hard. Blame my dad and mom that I’m in this miserable stage. I inhaled the smoke of menthol fag into my lungs and painted it black. I kicked away my normal self and be all depressed. I have never been so degraded in my life. Why do I have to live in debt and always be grateful? It’s such a burden to me. I want out in this wasteland. I surrender in pain and weakness that I could not fight. My batteries have run out and I’ve decayed. I couldn’t stand up and I could only feel the numbness of my entire being.

I remember the last time I cried was more or less a month ago. See how useless I am? See how weak I am? Why this came back and haunts me? I’m always lost and the miseries keep on haunting me. I can’t do anything about it.

It was like an hour ago that I was sober and normal but then I tripped and fell on my soul. Scars and wounds are the things that are left for me to feel its pain as I lie here as if I’m dead to cry and cry and cry…

[soundbites]
Everclear – Wonderful
Everclear – Rock Star