Thank you and more thank yous.

All right I think to myself, I will live in this dark room with no windows for as long as it takes to get better. I will accept that the only scenery in this little hovel is a pipe across the ceiling and an antiquated iron and pressing board with a pile of trousers next to it, waiting for the laundress. I accept this. I accept that this is my fate. I have to come here to see the absolute bottom, and sure enough, I will.

I sleep fitfully, I can’t get out of bed in the morning or even the afternoon, and I think, this is scary. I’ve got to go home. Even if such a place doesn’t really exist..


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Sorry that I was away from this blog for a few days.

At first, I wanted to move to another url but then things didn’t work out. I have my own issues that I do not wish to reveal here, just so not to ‘tersingung’ someone’s feelings. And as for those, who know the reasons, I’m really glad that you were there to help me and to give me words of encouragement instead of cold insults or cold shoulders for that matter. Thank you for your time and patience in dealing with me and my nonsense. You all are someone that I can really call friends. :)

Initially I wanted to settle my blog at the new site before telling everybody about my new url. It’s not that I want to avoid anyone of you readers out there. Hmmm I think you still owe me your email address Garrard! :)

Well, I guess that’s enough for explanations. Can I blog now?

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Thank you. :)

Do you remember the pictures of those Thai men who look like women? And the picture of a friend of mine with his name tattooed on his lower part of his belly button? My host for the free web hosting claims that those are porno pictures and hence, they banned me. Now they are offering me a way to save my account which is to pay $6 bucks per year or something, can’t remember. I mean THOSE are porno pics? I doubt that. Anyway if anyone of you who dropped by my archive and saw that there is no picture to show, that’s probably the problem. Now I am looking for someone kind out there who is willing to host some pictures of mine.

On the other hand, I have two assignments to hand in this coming Monday and Tuesday. Hahah and my mktg mgt book is now 5 days overdue.

However, I need to pop by the departmental store tomorrow to get some dry food and marshmallow for the bbq thingy this Wednesday. I am so happy when there is a bbq thingy with my friends. Not to mention that it will be held beside the beach. Beach, friends, bbq. Double joy.. err, triple joy? :)

As what Hsin always says, think happy happy thoughts. :D

I’m feeling contented now, I had kassim mustapha nasi kandar just now and everything is smooth sailing today.

Again, my special thanks to people like, Chooki, Cindy, Huai Bin, Gerrard, Marvin, Nigel, Miranda, Caleb, Ken, Shen Hoei and veritas. May it be a grand reason, or a diminutive reason, or simply just because of your presence, I want to thank you all.

Hmmm did I miss out on anyone?

Oh yeah, dear fellow bloggers and readers and real life friends. Thanks for being a part of this blog.