Hello sexy. Hello gurl. Oi.

if you want to know, i'm chewing on seaweed and having green tea right now. it's a way to satisfy my cravings for sushi you see, or basically japanese food. :D

oh well, today's labour day, holiday for everyone! :)
as for me, no more stress because i've finished my assignments and in two weeks' time i'll be having tests and all that. but then again, i shall not get into that.

remember the 'prank' call that i got two days ago? well he turned out to be a nice person to talk to. we clicked really well in the sense of personality. he's sensitive, cool and down to earth. welp, if you ask me, i can say that he has already gained a lil of my trust and friendship for that matter. but then there is just some slight problem here. actually it's just me i think, he might turn out to be Kel's friend. now that is crikey.

i secretly wanted to label him as my angel but it is still early for that. i mean there are still a lot of time and room to get to know him. i guess he approached me at the right time, just when i needed someone down to earth and sensitive to talk to. mebbe im just being a lil too emotional about this.

well, Kel hasn't shown his soft side. sometimes he gives a shit, sometimes he doesnt. well, come to think about it, he doesnt really show his affection most of the time. i really dont know whats up with him. he's smth wrong. he sent me some really perverted sms the other day.

he wrote: oi.. i need your help, feeling damn horny now! ya know any way to release it without jerkin off? damn ler. what you doin? i seriously horny. damn it. unless you reply me smth dirty.
i wrote: heck youre a bastard. im busy with my friends now. what the hell is wrong with you? im a busy woman.

this is disgusting and can you see if there is any respect in this? oh yeah and a very nice way to start a sms. lolz.
i really wanted to say sorry lah if i'm being potong stim but i'm just speaking my mind anyway.

on another incident..

i wrote: here's smth i wrote, i hope you like it. so small, left behind in love and time, the last drop so perilously close, to falling, strung out.
he wrote: know smth, sorry to tell you this but i dont understand a shit whatcha saying.. you know my english sucks right. can you explain it in simple english plz?.. thanks gurl.

okay, nice shot, i was telling myself. things just wont work out.
oh and really dandy ending to an sms. lolz.

he's at it again.
no sincerity. no appreciation. no affection. not sensitive. perverted.
alright, this is not directed to the general male population, it's just him ok?
but let's say if you take it personally, too bad for you so screw you. :)

that's it, i'm through with this. or through with him. either way.
the end.

you cannot break my back
for i have not just one
you cannot break my will
for it is not my own to give
you cannot take my life
because you could never recognize it
you cannot take my song
because you, taker of all
cannot help singing it.

[soundbites]
The Juliana Theory - White Days