Junk.

i woke up yesterday and i was struck by realization.

.. that i am a waste. a waste for myself. a waste for my parents. a waste of womb space and pain. a waste of oxygen. a waste of resources.

what the hell am i doing here? why am i here?

so many years of living in this damn world, what good have i done? what have i achieved?

perhaps i beat anorexia.

thats it.

i am officially a waste.

so here i am, wasting my life away, sitting at home doing nothing on a saturday night.

perhaps i should end my life too.

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frou frou - old piano