I Begin To Wonder..

Have I already lost the gist to blog?

looking at this page makes me scratch my head and stare blankly at the monitor. then again, there's winamp to occupy my mind with music so chances are, i would either pick up a fag and light up, or i would be singing along with the random songs and playing air guitar like i know it.

starting on another new domain would be a good idea for me to mark a new beginning for me. even some of the archive is not working properly the last i checked.

well then, an advance notice to tell all of you readers, stalkers out there. well hopefully stalkers be gone la. stalkers sounds dodgy. so stalkers, or avid readers, make yourself less dodgy, do yourself and the writer a favour and email or drop the writer a line will you?

so now im going through the archieve now, read what prinze wrote to me and hell i've got to admit, i was practically melting away. oh and now reading through my neverending whines and complains.. heh surprised at the fact that i am, afterall, a sap. i could whine, complain and write some real good shit at the same time. depression kills and it inspires as well. i guess it inspires and then kill you.

nigel just smsed me. hurhur.. i miss you too my chocolate cookie monster. nyahahahah.

from my observation, i was quite open with my initial writings. i would write names and my thoughts can be scattered everywhere and all over the place and at the same time i could be writing a 2000 words entry about a single issue. i think its pretty amazing of me. the angst. the hyperactiveness. the happy ending. the sad stories. the transition makes me go wow. oh and the dedication to record each and everthing down daily amazes me. heh.

life used to be so full of colours for me.

oh lookie, i guess i still have the old engine running for this blog afterall. :)

[soundbites]
teenage fanclub - is this music