I Not Happy.

have you ever felt that you're really tired of everything that has been going on in your life? like normally the things that you do to keep yourself happy have suddenly turned senseless. like it doesnt bring you the desired feeling anymore. you're at a lost of words in describing how you feel. not knowing how to tell it from your heart anymore. it's like you suddenly turned handicap.

the food has lost its taste. the music has been quite stale to your ears. the weekend that you've always looked forward to have lost its thrills. living life to the fullest has lost its essence.

i'm bored. i'm frustrated. i'm tired. perhaps of it all.

i blame it on the cancer stick that i irresistably picked up this morning. or perhaps i'm just in conflict with the world. somehow life has lost its magic.

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Sarah McLachlan - Fallen