Things got worse today. I don’t know where or how to start. I feel so intruded and I have lost my respect and dignity. Personally I don’t believe that she did this to me but then it just happened to me. I really wish I can take revenge. I had to swallow my pride, my anger and my tears. The next thing I know, I rage. I want out.

They don’t bother to care about me.

I cut myself. Blood came out. Black tormented heart.