There is a chill as I think of the way being deprived of normal feelings has the paradoxical effect of turning me into an emotional wreck.

How many times have I done this to myself
How long will it take before I see
When will this hole in my heart be mended
Who now is left alone but me

Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only true

Everyone leave me stranded
Forgotten, abandoned, left behind
I can't stay here another night

Your secret in my heart
Who could it be

Ooh, Can't you see
All along it was me
How can you be so blind
As to see right through me

But I am fine now, really. I'm going for a cuppa. :)

Happy Birthday to Jasdev!!