DOOMED.

i am bloody depressed and stressed to the max. now i am suppose to be getting my arse to pg and i am not. i dont want to dwell ont he details. tight schedule is one thing but financial problem is also another thing. i should be hitching a ride from someone but seems like there is no answer until now. i feel oppressed. anyway my ride just left without saying a word to me. har har har.

theres a MAJOR assignment that i need to hand in this wednesday. a group assignment. the lecturer have a VERY high expectation and we've only did a page of it. dammit. the thing is we tried doing it and i am the one putting the words and typing them out. she basically just point out what we should include and not. but goddammit its an application case study leh. macibai. help me out abit la. even this morning when we went to consult the lecturer she pretended like she knows everything the lecturer said but WTF do you REALLY understanbd or not? then why didnt she say it out so that we can get things done? i mena you pretended that you know so that he will have a good impression on you is it? whats th epoint la? i know the lecturer might be the BIg head ad that you dont have to e stuck up to him right? if really dont know just say dont know la why muts kow tow? some more you know waht she said?! she told the lecturer NOT to extend the duedate, iwas like WTFFFFFF??!?!?! BAH. machowhai.

then, theres my personal dissertation proposal that i need to do which is prolly due this monday. i am still bloody blur about it. and guess what! the supervisor that i got is the blurrest of them all. yay. hurrah. i can chuck my marks away without her help la. my heart instantly sunk and dunk into a big glass of milk and she ate it away like oreo cookies. there is no choice for me. she doesnt even know that she is my supervisor and also no blardy idea about what i am doing for my dissertation. i want to dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. wail.

then on the day that i have to hand in my group assignment i need to do a bloody presentation in class with abnother fella who is bloody blur as well. lazy as fuck. basically dont do any shits one. not to mention that i have no idea what the lecturer wants and there is no notes or whatsoever to help me or guide me. all from the stratch. oh the headache!!

can you sense the disappointment that i have on these people? can you feel the angst in my words? nahh dont think you can hear me. beyond words i must say. i just bought a pack of dunhill lights yesterday, gonna lite them up like there is no tmr. yayhoohooo. clearly its an expressway for me to hell. thenk you.

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