i have been shitting ever since i woke up this morning. argh. adui! sakitnya! :D

"heyy.. i feel like lying down on your chest and hug you for a very long time till both of us fall asleep. i wish i could cuddle up with you now and just be with you.." shoosh, he called me up using her phone. oh wtf man. i doozed off with anger and disappointment. life is so unfair.

i've decided to switch off my phone till now. i dont care. i dont need anyone. im all by myself and no one else. i am with me. i dont need sympathy. leave me a alone. i've decided to forget this whole thing.

im going to read a book. hmmm.