Slipping Away

Hell, I think I am PMSing. I am all groggy and I get pissed easily. On the brighter side, I am kicking up a storm in my own little world of fantasy.

The friends that I know, not even one is sharing the same interest and none love me and showers me with unlimited attention and love. Who am I complaining to huh? You, as a reader might be a friend of mine anyway.

I feel so neglected and threatened. Nobody bloody gives a shite about what I have to say or what I think or how I feel.

I used to have a lot or at least a little attention from people, but now I don’t even have anything more than a little attention. All the things that I used to have disappeared and banished from my life. One by one taking its toll and is now gone. Silence is the only thing left. Sooner hatred will accompany silence. Not good. I guess that is the price you pay for growing up and having your own individuality. Why do I have to be punished this way? Heck, nobody cares anyway.

[soundbites]
Sarah Mclachlan – Fear
Mogwai – Take Me Somewhere Nice