Apologies.
there were times when i would want to cry and let myself go and just give up. i know it would feel so much better after i drown myself with sorrow and tears. i know it would be much better if i were to let it go. i know it is easier to just let go than to hold on. i know there's a clearer sky awaiting for me after this mess.im sorry for i have always been a fool.
im sorry for i have not been well prepared.
im sorry for i have not been good enough for you.
im sorry for i have been broken down to a million pieces.
im sorry because you have always been the neglected one.
im sorry, i know i should have taken you seriously.
to my two final papers today, i am sorry.
oh god, for one thing that i know - the feeling of lack of confidence and much regrets after the answer sheets were collected is unbearable and for goodness sake, i have never felt so restless yet so nervous for my finals before.
and the lack of sleep is taking a heavy toll on me. crash time.
another two to go tomorrow.
Rambled at
4:23 PM
5 Comments:
.......and for me to think that you were depressed over some relationship stuff. hehe. :P
and oi, good luck with the papers yo. yo. yo.
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Me, at August 10, 2004 5:32 PM
.......and for me to think that you were depressed over some relationship stuff. hehe. :P
and oi, good luck with the papers yo. yo. yo.
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Me, at August 10, 2004 5:32 PM
.......and for me to think that you were depressed over some relationship stuff. hehe. :P
and oi, good luck with the papers yo. yo. yo.
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Me, at August 10, 2004 5:32 PM
good luck chuen *hugz* you're gonna be alright.
-hsin
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Anonymous, at August 11, 2004 4:59 PM
Sounds awfully familiar, except it was an affair. An affair with booze and clubs, an affair with my-then-sweetheart. An affair which saw me fell from mighty high to my knees. I pulled through, not the exams though, but somehow I managed. It wasn't easy and it took awhile. It definately left a scar. What you don't forget you'll regret. Then again, what you regret, you won't forget. Life is such. Feel better soon yea??? There's always a silver lining behind the darkest cloud.
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The Unknown, at August 13, 2004 3:46 PM
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