Who Moved My Lollipop?

i think i know the reason why i am frustrated.

i havent had my nicotine fix for a week now.

when i was in genting i was in a club surrounded by people who smokes and booze and what not. but i did not pick up a stick.

other contribution factors :
the pressure to finish up my assignment and basically the pressureto finish up all my other assignments. get over and done with my 5th semester.

the monsoon season is not here yet for my pocket. kinda dry. i have to consider that. resist.

not getting attention from the people that i wanted. not getting my daily dose of human interaction.

my irregular nicotine intake is slowing me down.

other reactions :
easily irritated. especially at the internet connection for loading so frigging slow. shouting at it.

procrastinating my assignments.

feeling moody and the need to withdraw from people. but the need to connect to certain people is more intense.

irregular hours to sleep. probably sleeping the whole day too.

bah, macipot. tomorrow im getting a pack.

.. or something.

sigh.