The Night That Was A Routine.

10.50pm - went to the loo then hop on the bed with 3 layers of blankets. still feel cold outisde and warm on the inside. struggles to keep self warm. listens to the greatest hits of collective soul.

11.10pm - couldnt sleep. 3 layers not good enough. so got up and grabbed my knee-length knitted socks, a thick long sleeve shirt and put it on. slightly better and switched on radio and strive to get some rest.

1.05am - woke up. thinking its already 4am in the morning. checked digital alarm clock. bugger. almost two hours passed and not even dawn yet. i guess i feel heavy and the dizziness in my head and the cold and warmth of my body that i was hoping that time would pass faster. garh. went to the loo. cleared bowel. drank water. back to sleep.

2.25am - woke up. again. too warm. took off socks and long sleeve shirt. cleared bowel. drank water. sleep. (in between that i had a really schweet dream. yeehaa!)

3.58am - got up. went to the loo. drank more water.

5.24am - same as above. hohum.

9.05am - i got sick of trying to get back to sleep and then keep waking up. finally got my ass up. sober up and had an apple. hoping to keep the doctor away.