Lil lil red spots, itchy..

although i am quite exhausted, i guess i am quite happy for today. i passed my fcuking test. yesssssssssssssss!!! :)

there. ain't a smirk.

really, i am happy. i tried really hard not to think about him and i've actually succeeded half of it. of course i gotha admit that i did think about him but what the heck, i dont miss him! sounded kinda cold eh? owh. i dont know.

okay so since i have not thought about him then i shouldnt even try to right now. correct?

instead.. im thinking of putra. how he drives his van, how he smiles.. really erm, sweet.. how he talk.. "Hmmmm?" blardy hell.

hmm i smell something is cooking downstairs. hah i think my mom is cooking some supper for herself. aww.. perhaps i could just pop by or whine abt being hungry then she might gimme some. hehe ;)

i'm so addicted to norah jones. im feeling all very jazzy right now, no doubt. first thing i did after i came back was to take a shower to refresh myself and then switched on the computer and listen to her and of course online to download her songs and post up this entry.

oh, i went to batu feringghi just now, bbq gathering. with my juniors. they're all happy happy people. :) i love the sands and basically the beach. they soothes me i guess. the beach, the wind, the breeze, the sunlight, the dawn, the water, the sand.. the guys! lol. its just something about nature that i cant explain but one thing's for sure, the sun burned my skin and turned red. i still love the beach. oh oh and i've made friends with Joti and Jojo.. the female dog, um, bitch and the son, the male dog. um, yeah ok, son of a bitch? agh.. hehe paiseh paiseh.. Jojo is really cute and everytime running around being really active and jealous when i gave some bones or food to his mom. he's only two and a half month's old! and he's one cute and whitish fluffy doggie. Joti, however, means 'light' in tamil or smth, is very protective over me and my friends or rather her territory. she'd bark at the strangers and being around you so that i could pat her on the head. before i left, i gave her a pat on the head and told her that im leaving. hehe. :)
we were taking some pictures and we simply just asked this one guy to take it for us and he happened to be one of the chinese guys at the state camp last year. or was it two years back? not sure lah. well anyway he was doing this contract with the government to play football in the junior team. pretty cool huh? he's going to do sports science. we had a good time catching things up with him. very nice fella.
funny that i'm *surposed* to take off some garments off my body cuz i made them searched for my K, which is actually my criket hard-to-find black and gold in color lighter.i love that thing. i was looking for it and then when i've finally given up and then trying to reach out for my fags which happened to be in my pockets. i excused myself and made them listen to my announcement then they were all booing at me. hehe.. sorry folks! thank god i found my K.. *holding it close to my heart and smirk*
oh and red box this sunday!

argh i have mosquitoes all over me!
bad news.. been too engrossed in writing stuff and downloading songs that my mom is already up in her room. dammit. no supper. i need to get h2o.. need loads of it.
my hair still smells nice though i just came back from bbq and i was the one who lighted the fire charcoal and shit without having to use the starter or some words which is appropriate for that shit. oh anyway... i feel so tired now and i havent been getting enough sleep esply yesterday. was kinda nervous abt the test actually.

oh those two buggers have not replied my sms.
Alvin! are you going to perform at the gig? is it confirmed? can ya get me the contacts of the person in charge? i've got friends who are keen to perform at youth invasion 2.
KengYip! dude, just wondering if you have finished listening to the original albums that i've borrowed you? if yes, do u mind if i get them back by the end of the week or around next week?

[soundbites]
Norah Jones - Come Away With Me
Norah Jones - Don't Know Why
Marilyn Manson - Coma White
Marilyn Manson - Tainted Love

p.s. Kev.. can ya design a layout for me? pwetty pwease? just look at my gaddamn blog page. its ordinary and its messed up, not to mention that its cacat looking. lol. hopeless eh? i'd treat you!! :D