Say fuck with me.

i thought to myself while driving home just now.
i've got no motivation to do anything.
i wanted a fag,
so i called a friend,
there was a chance for me to do so but i declined.

its not about me being healthy and trying to cut down on those fags but like i said, i've got no motivation to do any shit.
i just want a soothing company.

friend screwed up initial plan to watch a movie, while three other friends asked me to go out. respectively to the cinema, sega and pizza hut.

i dont know.
i want someone for company.
someone who doesnt judge you for the way you dress, the way you talk (or curse and swear for that matter) and the way you feel.
someone who i am familiar with, someone who im comfortable with, someone that i can talk crap with, someone that i can fag with and someone that i can share my feelings with.

ahdui, but what the heck am i doing now?
craving really badly for Dome, listening to some george benson while feeling exhausted, waiting for someone to call and lastly, complaining about not having motivation to do anything.

blablabla.

too late to complain now.

blablabla.