El Sol by Zwan.

Empty-armed
And half a soul to go

And all I wanted
Was you here next to me
A little sunshine and sympathy

Now everybody knows
That I've been hanging down so low
'cause now I'm feeling up
Soon I'll be feeling out so cold
Wondering, will you call
And now I'm feeling high
Soon I'll be feeling left for dead
Sometimes someone saying yes
Changes what you'll bet

And all I wanted
Was just to hold you close
A little sunshine
Just to butter my toast
and your love next to mine

I had to let you know
That we were meant to be just right
Heaven sent, not sympathized
By everybody's lie
And now I'm feeling high
Now I'm feeling left so dead
Kicking up the dust in bed
Wondering, I guess

sunshine
sunshine
sunshine
and some tea

and your love
your love
your love next to mine

I had to let you know
I had to let you go so I
could see my life fade from your eyes
and to my surprise

that's what I wanted
it's all I wanted
it's what I wanted
me and you

sunshine
sunshine
sunshine
and some tea

that's all I wanted
it's all I wanted
that's all I wanted
it's all I wanted


Please allow me to blast this song again and again. I love it. I love it so much. I know I posted this up last time but I'd like to post it up again. I told you I love it. Loving it and looping it.

Dont you just love Corgan? His voice and the way he sings it? Its a sad sad song but then he just made it sound so up-beat, eccentric and non-conventional.

This song is dedicated to someone. Someone that was once in my life, not long ago, not for long either. We met coupla times, had some chemistry, then screwed up big time due to some stupid unforseen reasons and now Im not even sure if we're on talking terms. Im not sure if I should do something about it. Im not even sure if this someone sees this, but thats not the point anyway. Well, Im more of a giver than a taker.

It's just a thought, an allegience, a zeal, a dedication, a devotion.

Life's very confusing you know? ..But lets hope for the best.