The Truth.

sometimes when you dig deep to find out about something.. did you ask yourself whether you would be able to take the consequences? would you want to take the risk? would you be able to handle it properly? what if it is not what you've expected? what if you're disappointed?

i know the tension is there to find out more and the whole suspense is killing you. and sometimes that sixth sense is telling you that you should find out more than anything at hand. the curiosity and the urge for you to push forward the issue, the confusion that you want to clear it out of your head and the pent up anxiety that pushes forward for relief.

GARH!

so finally when you find out, when the whole thing is revealed, when A to Z has been spelled, when the whole story was told, when the whole truth and nothing but the truth crashes down on you... would you be able to handle it?

crisis! red alert! chaos!

and the thing is, the bloody confusion is still there. *sniffs*

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the album leaf - the outer banks