Chump Chop.

is it me or do i not have the capability of handling a decent conversation?

i cant seem to get (needed) information from someone. i mean come on, why would you wanna login to msn or what nots when you do not want to be disturbed or talk right?

bloody hell if you do not want any distractions, its either you put away/busy or dont bloody login at all. park your bloody nickname there for what? decorations?!

i mean fuck, if you do not want to hold a conversation, dont bloody reply in the first place and say something like hey sorry im busy or something. and when i do reply, i would expect a darn reply from you. dont give me that yes/no answer or those one two words that means nothing. sometimes there's also the kind that would reply you after AGES. anyway i'm just trying to help. sheesh, i'm your friend for god's sake, thats why im trying to help.

bah, why do i bother?

oi, i think i have the charisma to get people talking and all but when it comes to communication through technology, man either i suck or they suck.

nowadays online chatting to me is like a bore. i see all the nicknames parked there, none of them are those that i talk to. i'll have to admit, i can be like that too. even you, who might know me in real life might say that im a fucktard for not replying or just to park my nick too. but i blame it on the previous conversations that i had. i tried but i'd settled for being complacent with what i get in return or none at all.

i totally understand that one wants to be alone at times. just to let alone for the sake of being alone. you know, for reflections, for calmity. not to say that humans are callous but you know times like these are needed for oneself to be sane and gather ourselves and get back on track.

argh, fuck. why do i bother again?

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