Talk Talking Talked.

i really feel like talking to someone right now. like im so deprieved of talking to someone.

i was so used to talking to strangers and walk in customers but now all the talking i would have to save it and shove it up my hoohoos. :(

im so bored. it has just been a couple of days but im already trying ever so hard, and mind you, never in my life that i tried so ridiculously hard to stay awake. ever! not even when i was in corporate governace class during college. i was practically fishing and staying awake was a task or a chore for the first half of the day. dammit.

then after that, the only thing that i get to do is to take out my calculator and highlighter and sum up all the figures and do some invoice checking. hurrah! that was the only time that i get to do some 'serious' work man. hell yeah and that also comes in around 5ish. please release my inner workaholic! please laaaaaaaa..

im already having doubts. serious fantasies. sexually crooked fantasies. writing my boredom in a blank paper with different colors and angles. i wanna so some fcuking serious job man! GIMME GIMME GIMME! else im gonna ..cabut... :(

gosh, i so need to talk! the human connection pwease pwease pwease.. i feel so goddamn left out and i dont feel that i belong. :(

and where can i do that?

my blog.

but does it talk back?! o.O

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