Hmmm.?

remember this post?

featuring this picture back in 2005 with my french manicure. yeah was already into manicures way before they got darn commercialized and did lousy job with the price of rm30. pfdt.

anyways... i put up this pic as my display pic on msn and who would have thought that i would get this kind of comments.

it goes...

J says:
d fuck
J says:
ur pic like holding a dick!!
J says:
hahaha
J says:
obscene

me says:
ai ka hiao eh i got some more
me says:
dont ask for it arrrrr!
me says:
*pinch*
me says:
eh its french manicure lah wei
me says:
beh hiao!!!

J says:
aduh
J says:
hehehe...obscene

like damn WTF ok!!!!!! ROFLLL!!

maybe he's experiencing hangover, perhaps lack of sleep, perhaps he's feeling kinky, perhaps its DOES look like it.... what do you think?

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kings of leon - talihina sky

Blisters Of Life.

ever felt lost without directions in life?

life used to be filled with happiness contained in bubbles that fly around as the mild wind breezes by. now it has evaporated or disappear into the thin hot air.

well thats exactly how i feel now.

life with no directions.

pretty fucked right?

unfortunately enough for me, i won't be able to confide in my better half or my friends or my family.

something rather difficult for me to decipher. feeling lonely and bored and nothing to do on a sunday afternoon. life is so unfulfilling. >.<

i think every darn aspects in my life are pretty fucked now.

welcome to my horrible miserable life.

[soundbites]
Luna Sea - Breathe

(\_/)
(o.0)
(u u)

so i wanted to take today's Insanity Streak featured in The Star today to post up an entry but I couldnt find it online. sigh..

and so, yeah I called in sick today.

i LOVE an ordinary day WITHOUT stress.

im gonna channel my negative vibes into positive vibes.. so here goes..

i love the sunny weather.

i love tying my curly hair up and wear dangly earrings.

i love listening to this album called The Complete Cocktail Nights [Collection: Suave Sounds For A Smooth Sip]

i love wearing tshirts.

i love wearing flip flops.

i love sushi!

i love chatting with old friends.

i love to cruise with the window down, sunshades on and killer music.

i love my lego earrings.

i love to go dancing.

i love to go shopping alone.

i love to webcam.

i love to think.

i love to get to know people.

i'd love to sleep. gonna take some meds and head on to bed before i go to aunty's place and if possible back for a quick cycle around the neighbourhood.

have a great great day

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max melvin - seaside

here. a cig butt and a conclusion that taunts.

Kata-Kata Indah.

empty-armed
and half a soul to go

and all i wanted
was you here next to me
a little sunshine and sympathy

now everybody knows
that i've been hanging down so low
'cause now i'm feeling up
soon i'll be feeling out so cold
wondering, will you call
and now i'm feeling high
soon i'll be feeling left for dead
sometimes someone saying yes
changes what you'll bet

and all i wanted
was just to hold you close
a little sunshine
just to butter my toast
and your love next to mine

i had to let you know
that we were meant to be just right
heaven sent, not sympathized
by everybody's lie
and now i'm feeling high
now i'm feeling left so dead
kicking up the dust in bed
wondering, i guess

sunshine
sunshine
sunshine
and some tea

and your love
your love
your love next to mine

i had to let you know
i had to let you go so i
could see my lie fade from your eyes
and to my surprise

that's what i wanted
it's all i wanted
it's what i wanted
me and you

sunshine
sunshine
sunshine
and some tea

that's all i wanted
it's all i wanted
that's all i wanted
it's all i wanted

Talk Talking Talked.

i really feel like talking to someone right now. like im so deprieved of talking to someone.

i was so used to talking to strangers and walk in customers but now all the talking i would have to save it and shove it up my hoohoos. :(

im so bored. it has just been a couple of days but im already trying ever so hard, and mind you, never in my life that i tried so ridiculously hard to stay awake. ever! not even when i was in corporate governace class during college. i was practically fishing and staying awake was a task or a chore for the first half of the day. dammit.

then after that, the only thing that i get to do is to take out my calculator and highlighter and sum up all the figures and do some invoice checking. hurrah! that was the only time that i get to do some 'serious' work man. hell yeah and that also comes in around 5ish. please release my inner workaholic! please laaaaaaaa..

im already having doubts. serious fantasies. sexually crooked fantasies. writing my boredom in a blank paper with different colors and angles. i wanna so some fcuking serious job man! GIMME GIMME GIMME! else im gonna ..cabut... :(

gosh, i so need to talk! the human connection pwease pwease pwease.. i feel so goddamn left out and i dont feel that i belong. :(

and where can i do that?

my blog.

but does it talk back?! o.O

[soundbites]
faithless - music matters