Fork.

sigh.

cibai lahs. what is so wrong by asking questions in order to do the right thing eh? what is so wrong by following the guidelines eh? i mean fucking hell if i do wrongly, you guys would be the very first one to pin point. on another occasion, one person told me to do it like this, another arse ask me to do it the other way, so whose advice should i listen to then? or on another occasion, someone ask me to do this particular thing, but right after a while, another person come and ask me to do another thing. goddamn, i only have a pair of legs and hands. kaneneh. give me some time yo. fark. i cant focus or 100% grasp the concept yet but then there goes another thing thrown at me. grrrrrrrr. >.<

People make or break a corporation. No wonder so many people comes and goes. You should know.

i always feel this confusion during work. wheres/whose the authoritative orders? and wheres my goddamn authority? i feel damn small at work. almost insignificant.

shit i need a smoke.. and Mint Car by The Cure to make it all better.