All I Need.

Every step that I take is another mistake to you.
I strongly believe that.

I was driving home and when I finally got home, I realized that it was the longest journey that I have to take. Everything looks like a blur to me. I broke down and cry. Tears were running dry. I know I am slow, but how many drivers out there are willing to follow a slowcoach? Fast drivers who belong to the fast lane overtook me. Then I am left alone with myself driving on that quiet highway.

I made a few calls. It was harsh. I expect them to be there for me. Nobody can. Nobody really can. Not even a friend. I feel shitty. I am aching. Am in need of comfort, but where can I find it?

As if I was to be left alone in the middle of the deep blue sea, screaming, looking for help. I am alone now. What can I do? What could I do?

And that's all that I need
Someone else to cling to
Someone I can lean on
Until I don't need to
Just stay all through the night
In the morning let me down
Cause that's all that I need right now

Everywhere someone's getting over
Everybody's life is someone
People still use other people with a crooked smile
And all around the world there's a sinking feeling
Out there right now someone's feeling
Down on themselves and don't know why
Every night

And life ain't no beauty show
We don't know where tomorrow ends
And when we're sad
It's kind of a drag

Just stay all through the night
In the morning let me down
Yeah, cause that's all that I need
That's all that I need right now
Right now

[soundbites]
Smashing Pumpkins - Thirty Three