Leafhopper.

I woke up in a really strange state of mind. I started crying.

Ever cried when you first wake up in the morning? Realization: it felt good, it is sad but it felt good again so you continued crying till your eyeballs are about to pop.

Sometimes I'd hope that it didnt happen at all, or something else happened instead. Then it hit me that I am still holding on to that something.

Few days ago, I was happy, I felt good about myself. A few days after that, I felt the total opposite.

I am scared.

oh look, wind blowing strongly, dried leaves flying in the air. It feels like autumn.

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Smashing Pumpkins - Eye