Hiatus Pendek.

I'm at Kean's place, he's gonna show me real tattoo machine. Hiokhiokhiok. :P

Anyway will be away la, you know for a short hiatus in this virtual world, dont miss me.

If you do, you know what to do.

UPDATED

• If you noticed I've been around many of my friends' place in order to go online. Short period of time only. Sigh.
• Finally obtained my advanced diploma certificate and withdraw from the college, extra 200 to the bank account! yay!
• Meeting up with fellow bloggers and the forum people. Crazy crazy times in Fever. Oh.. and the boooooze, fuiyoh ;)
• My experience in a recording studio was awesome, totally loved the feeling of it.
• Ex classmate got back in touch with me with a kang tau.. konnonnya!!!!
• Met up with my current classmate from SJ, digged some juicy stuffs.
• Reality slowly sinks in as obtaining my results is getting nearer and nearer
• Found out that K lives opposite to a classmate in Pg.
• Met up with old friends, hung out, had fun.
• More meet ups next week and this weekend, am afraid that I'm booked. :D
• Tonight tambun seafood for dinner and a friend is coming back from KL
• YAYness up ahead before going back to the damn jungle.
• ..and a BIG holler to all the people who's reading this! *waves*

Points.

The past few days in points. Am at a friend's place now.

1. Exams over. Whoopeedoodlely.
2. Helped some friends moved their belongings.
3. Was in KL for coupla days.
4. Got lost in the city and taking the wrong turn.
5. Bangsar was fun.
6. ..with people like Nigel, Jasdev and Mark.
7. Jasdev's 5 bucks kiss.
8. Feeling good riding on a perdana v6 along the highway
9. ..while it was raining heavily
10. ..while listening to Jason Lo Sheila on 7, FlopPoppy & Zwan
11. Staying up till 8.30am and waking up @ 12 sharp
12. Taking a bus with 2/3 bastards talking nonstop and loudly the whole damn journey
13. Exhaustion took the better of me.

Well definitely a silver lining behind the darkest clouds. :)

Will update soon when I have the time.

Apologies.

there were times when i would want to cry and let myself go and just give up. i know it would feel so much better after i drown myself with sorrow and tears. i know it would be much better if i were to let it go. i know it is easier to just let go than to hold on. i know there's a clearer sky awaiting for me after this mess.

im sorry for i have always been a fool.
im sorry for i have not been well prepared.
im sorry for i have not been good enough for you.
im sorry for i have been broken down to a million pieces.
im sorry because you have always been the neglected one.
im sorry, i know i should have taken you seriously.

to my two final papers today, i am sorry.

oh god, for one thing that i know - the feeling of lack of confidence and much regrets after the answer sheets were collected is unbearable and for goodness sake, i have never felt so restless yet so nervous for my finals before.

and the lack of sleep is taking a heavy toll on me. crash time.

another two to go tomorrow.

Poem.

Just for the heck of it since I'll be away for couple of days. This was written by someone who once loved me. Damn jiwang mood right now. I also found a song to incorporate with this poem. Excuse me while I go and cry myself a longkang.

There’s not a night pass to remember
Baby skin to touch and worship
Translucent is thy skin
With the light embedded in her heart
Heavenly her body
To cuddle and nurture
To embrace love
And to feel the warmth
To be so close
To touch is forever
In heaven we gather
To further our love

~ by P. Medina.

Memories could only be cherished.

[soundbites]
Sheila On 7 - Waktu Yang Tepat Untuk Berpisah

Nitwit.

Someone claimed that he/she *accidentally* opened my letter!

Actually a third party did. But WTF?!?!?!!

gongcheebyekanniniapookiecheebyemacipotkannehlantiuniama
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Arhghhhhhhgghhhhhghghghggghhghhh

Male Lurgee.

Red Alert. Exams approaching. Another week of hell. Eye torture and brain torture. Tension. Need.. more.. time.. Arghh..

Still got one last pathetic assignment to do during study break. We've done part 1 and part 3 but because of technical problem, it got lost. I was appalled to hear the news when my friend woke me up from my sleep, still can't accept the fact of it. Housemates have been bitches with a bigger ego than a pile of horse shit. I passed all my courseworks but damn I wished I had done better, I should get a better grade than them except that I dont know how to bodek la. Stressing myself and resulted in constant headache bugging me. *sigh*

Despite that, the past few days were like a breeze.

Both of them said that I was high on drugs laughing like a mad cow with straightjacket that just ran off from rehab. Happiness and mad laughter filled the air whenever I'm around, cracking up stupid and lame jokes about the two of them and the rest of the gang. Good times with the fellas. Totally laid back, relaxed, funny and they just put you at ease.

Crazy conversation that lasted for hours like we were high and exams were miles and miles away. Exchanging music information regarding the local acts, exchanging songs during the wee hours and some mini guitar workshops. Having lunch, dinner or 3-in-1 meal together and the 3 musketeers extravaganza. Basically new friendship formed, some bonding, sleeping at 7 in the morning and to sum it all, a jolly good time. :)

I feel like home again. I'm myself and I feel glad despite the bad times. There's always good times eh I guess. Hehe.

Then again being sceptically yours, I'm afraid the bad times is just lurking behind the door. Behold!

I wanna go fly kite now and readjust my body clock. Bye.

Updated 6:50am

Just got back from intruding the male dorm. Muakakaka. Cant seem to modify my body clock. Blahhhh. I'm tired.

[soundbites]
Butterfingers - Vio-Pipe