here. a cig butt and a conclusion that taunts.

Kata-Kata Indah.

empty-armed
and half a soul to go

and all i wanted
was you here next to me
a little sunshine and sympathy

now everybody knows
that i've been hanging down so low
'cause now i'm feeling up
soon i'll be feeling out so cold
wondering, will you call
and now i'm feeling high
soon i'll be feeling left for dead
sometimes someone saying yes
changes what you'll bet

and all i wanted
was just to hold you close
a little sunshine
just to butter my toast
and your love next to mine

i had to let you know
that we were meant to be just right
heaven sent, not sympathized
by everybody's lie
and now i'm feeling high
now i'm feeling left so dead
kicking up the dust in bed
wondering, i guess

sunshine
sunshine
sunshine
and some tea

and your love
your love
your love next to mine

i had to let you know
i had to let you go so i
could see my lie fade from your eyes
and to my surprise

that's what i wanted
it's all i wanted
it's what i wanted
me and you

sunshine
sunshine
sunshine
and some tea

that's all i wanted
it's all i wanted
that's all i wanted
it's all i wanted

Tiptoe Miseries.

now is a very good time for me to detach myself. suddenly all the self realization has come into mind.

so many things that i want to get myself detached from.

there's this dude that i wanna get away cuz he's not treating me right. playing some sort of a physical or mind games with me. dont get me started. oh what an idiot.

there's you. it's been more than a few weeks. singing my own sympathies, wishing you're that someone that is in the same situation like me. at least i know that im not alone regarding that matter. but thats just selfish thinking. youre not someone whom i have enough to own.

there's you. too much torture. fcuked the living broad daylights out of me. i've had enough. too much longing that has come to an end. can it come to an end?

there's the green bucks. shopping kills. too much of a big fan of chilis, TGIF, adidas, MNG, Gap, facials and gosh, thinking back, i dont know where they all went!

sigh.

sometimes i just feel like my life is lonely as ever.

and shit, those goddamn horrible memories are back to haunt me and think im about to curl up in bed, poison myself to sleep and then die alone.

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godfrapp - let it take you