Malaga.

i hate the feeling that im feeling right now.

disappointments. frustration. confusion. angst.

SCREW!

Batu Dunia 5.

one bloody word to describe Rock The World V.

FAB.

pics galore!


the venue.


the line in front of me.


the line behind me.


the stage.


the crowd cheering.


beautiful atmosphere.


my battle scar. harhar..


I SURVIVED ROCK THE WORLD V! whee..

Sze Ning, thanks for the good times and for sticking with me through my times of babbling in my dreams. :P you're a great company. thank you Justine for letting us bunk at your place. and of course for babysitting us. :P very much appreciated.

the trip was fun and the gig was AWESOME.

this is probably the last post for this year. see you all in 2005.
to all bloggers, visitors and avid readers, merry christmas and a happy new year to everyone. do enjoy yourself and be safe.

oh by the way, i'm moving though, feel free to drop me a line and ask for my new URL.


now im gonna go sit down on a field of grass, have a cup of coke and relax. just enjoy my days.

see you on the other side. :)

Off Duty.

I’m applying leave for a few days from my baby. I’m taking a break from driving.

I think I should stop driving for a few days. The reason is simply because I have been driving like a mad woman for the past few days. Probably because I have been driving way too much; bumped into lousy, pathetic drivers or the total opposite; sitting at home the whole day and when I finally get to control a piece of machine, I go crazy roaring and drive like my grandfather owns the road. That is bad.

It actually scares me.

Sure. I get the adrenaline rush, the excitement, the steady performance, the total control and the amusement of the snarling piece of iron. Wow.

The amount of enemies that I made, the dramatic consumption of fuel, the wearing off of my trusty tyres, as well as the brakes. Fooh.

But oh mercy me, blame the raging hormones. Heh. So let me return to my normal self before I proceed driving on the roads.

Goddamn I need to calm myself down.

Lari. Jauh Dari Sini.

I feel a sudden melancholy sinking in. No idea why. This is the reason why I cant leave my mind alone with itself. Quite unhealthy. Wonder why I cant keep my emotions and feelings constant. Dammit.

Anyways earlier I wrote a heck of a long entry and blogger lost it. Mother!

Sigh.

Been listening to these songs. Damn they're addictive.
1. Snow Patrol - Run
2. Counting Crows - Long December
3. Maroon 5 - Sweetest Goodbye
4. Black Rebel Motorcycle Club - Stop
5. Yellowcard - Way Away
6. Damn Dirty Apes - Adorable
7. The Vines - Winning Days
8. Kym Marsh - Cry
9. Gwyneth Paltrow, Huey Lewis - Crusin'
10. Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway

I'm driving myself nuts. Gotta nurse this headache and trying not to smoke at the same time. Garh.

Fark it liao.

I Begin To Wonder..

Have I already lost the gist to blog?

looking at this page makes me scratch my head and stare blankly at the monitor. then again, there's winamp to occupy my mind with music so chances are, i would either pick up a fag and light up, or i would be singing along with the random songs and playing air guitar like i know it.

starting on another new domain would be a good idea for me to mark a new beginning for me. even some of the archive is not working properly the last i checked.

well then, an advance notice to tell all of you readers, stalkers out there. well hopefully stalkers be gone la. stalkers sounds dodgy. so stalkers, or avid readers, make yourself less dodgy, do yourself and the writer a favour and email or drop the writer a line will you?

so now im going through the archieve now, read what prinze wrote to me and hell i've got to admit, i was practically melting away. oh and now reading through my neverending whines and complains.. heh surprised at the fact that i am, afterall, a sap. i could whine, complain and write some real good shit at the same time. depression kills and it inspires as well. i guess it inspires and then kill you.

nigel just smsed me. hurhur.. i miss you too my chocolate cookie monster. nyahahahah.

from my observation, i was quite open with my initial writings. i would write names and my thoughts can be scattered everywhere and all over the place and at the same time i could be writing a 2000 words entry about a single issue. i think its pretty amazing of me. the angst. the hyperactiveness. the happy ending. the sad stories. the transition makes me go wow. oh and the dedication to record each and everthing down daily amazes me. heh.

life used to be so full of colours for me.

oh lookie, i guess i still have the old engine running for this blog afterall. :)

[soundbites]
teenage fanclub - is this music

:: ROCK THE WORLD V ::

Date : 18th December 2004
Time : 3pm till late
Venue : Stadium Merdeka
Bands : Cromok, OAG, Disagree, Nice Stupid Playground, One Buck Short, Single Track Mind, Dragon Red, Tempered Mental, Couple, The Hidden, Seven Collar T Shirt, Love Me Butch, Tragic Comedy, Roots N' Boots, Evenstarr, Republic of Brickfields.

Tickets will be available on the spot and all Extreme's shop. Early birds will be rewarded with either Rock The World V tshirts or a free can of Coca-Cola.

For more information, click here.

Another come back for FatBoysRecord this year. They are making this major gig an annual thing, which is good I think. Other than doing production and signing up the local bands.

As for some of you, this event is like Woodstock, only its the Malaysian version. This gig will be featuring local bands and local bands only, which is gonna give the locals some exposure to the bands that has been around in the local music scene for quite some time now. For instance, OAG, Cromok, Seven Collar T Shirt(SCTS) & Love Me Butch(LMB). As well as for those rather new bands that has been actively or temporarily inactively involved in the local music scene. Its time for some exposure to the masses.

It is both beneficial seeing that as for those active bands to occupy themselves and to promote their music. However for those inactive bands to linger around in the music scene for a longer period. It was such a shame that Nice Stupid Playground has been quiet for some time but with this event they would be able to get together with other band members, plug in their amps and guitars and finally kick start their creativity, write some original pieces and make good use of that home studio that was once familiarly their second home.

As for those music enthusiasts who has always been looking for more kicks in the local music scene, this is the time for them to show their support and to keep their spirits alive and going. Because they know their presence and supports will always land them another happenings or events in the local music scene. It will never die. The whole cycle is simple. Musicians do their thing, enthusiasts and supporters do their thing, they will all unite. With music they trust, there would be a better tomorrow.

So go and show your support for our local music scene.